i'm not quite ready

to let go of this past year.
i have so much to show.

kanapali, hawaii

I'm in hawaii right now. It's actually pretty chilly.
i haven't written a post in 100 years. so i thought i would
today. so the past few weeks have been pretty eventful
two weeks ago i went to the american idol tour with erin.
that was expensive, not really worth it. way to go gaby.
on monday i went to see the summer set and push push pull
at sanjose skate with sar, annie and mabel. that was pretty
exciting. the summer set covered love in this club-usher.
hahah it was hilarious.


this is john gomez from the summer
set, bruddah of stephen gomez
i think they are coolkids.


friday i went back to sanjose skate to see
we shot the mooonizzzle! wooo super stoked
it was a great show, i had a lotta fun.




this is jonathan jones, with a lemonhead
lunchbox that me and ashley gave him.
it's pretty excellent. ok

albums i'm stoked for:
new surrender- anberlin
the glass passenger- jack's mannequin
=BOTH come out on september 30
so the jacks album was supposed to come
out around now, but uh its quite late

decisions- quietdrive? maybe
the album art sucks balls.

8/15- warped @ shoreline

9/14- the rocket summer, phantom planet, the secret handshake
@ the fillmore

10/25- melee @ the bottom of the hill


-
i need a job


peace
love,
gab yimizzle

una mas

walking downtown- copeland


so junior year is over. we're seniors.
it doesn't feel like summer, i don't feel like a senior.
hm junior year, i don't think i matured a lot, worked as
hard as i would have liked to, made relationships tighter
and etc. haha this year has been hectic. reminds me of
sophomore year when i was trying to juggle marching band
and polo during the same season. mmm fun.
so since this year was so hectic, i don't think theres much
to reflect upon. yeah everyday during lunch, errbody is
either studying bio, complaining about some no bueno teacher,
or studying for some other super rad class. btw, the yearbooks
are excelente. really. i need a new job, maybe. terminated!
no bueno again. so i guess i'm pretty stoked for summer.
there's not much happening. erin's leaving for france
on saturday, for three freaking months. i'm going to miss her.
i'm going to miss the class of 2008. i've met some of the
most amazing people this year and man, i can't imagine being
a senior next year. i hope next year will be nothing like
junior year. i got to get my license. today is the first day of
no school, and what am i doing? nada. watched 1 1/2 episodes
of prison break, cleaned my room, put on chapstick.
mm my lips are chapped. alo!e vera! hahaa
alright, i'm getting kinda dizzy. why? i dont know.
its hot. so! i hope i see every single one of YOU in the summer.
freals. party everyday. seeeeeee ya coolkids

meat market

so, friday night was pretty amazing.
i wonder what inspired the neeekkkid chicks on everybody else's
album/drumhead. it's pretty ridic!
their songs are so ridiculously fun to dance to. no ones home, i'm
having my own dance party. i'm way rad.
it's memorial day and i'm stuck at home.
i'm suppposed to be majorly studying for SAT math in two weeks,
but that's lame. i want to go get blue raybans from urban.

my moommmma said i'd be a lady killlla!
its crazy cold. i ate like 10 otterpops. i'm freeeezing!
school ends so crazy soon. i'm not ready yet. am i crazy?
stop saying crazy. the weather sucks balls. freaking bipolar.
my snapple's "real fact" #77 is that you cant fold a piece of
paper more than 7 times. snapple iced tea has too much suga.

bye! go make me a sandwich

medicine man

currently stuck in my head:
medicine man- the hush sound

because for chem, we are trying to find a folk herb
that is amazing enough. yes

Hello bloggerland.
ashleypoon, jesus says hi.
freals hes right here.
so, it's quite hot today. yesterday was 100.
that is crazy!
I have not watched the daphne videos for more than a month.
way to go gaby.
Bee is in disneyland, and Benito Bonito esta en Oregon.
yesterday, i was correcting my annoted bibliographies
when allll of a sudden my computer froze,
and i lost everything! yeah i was going to cry
nope i'm not a wussy
ok
bye have an amazing day

3

revolution

say hi to my new fisheye cam
cept in yellow.

new surrender

we will all come to the point in our life where we have to admit that we
feel defeated, that something has conquered us.
we must change, not because we want to, but because we desperately
have to. we can not take life in its current suffocating state, even to
admit such desperation shows that we are feeling deserted,
wandering the barren desert,
a shell of our former selves.

it is only up from here, it is impossible to sink any lower into ourselves
or our circumstances.
but we can be salvaged, a deliverance.
no vice can stand, no fix can take.
the thorn in the side can be removed,
but you have to be willing to admit and surrender.
surrender your habits,
your lifestyle,
your past,
your present,
and your future.
this is your new surrender.
the new surrender.

new surrender.

fear and love, and everything in between

currently listening to
lftp- we shot the moon

Hay guys
how are you.
so it's spring break, and it's not that exciting. kinda feels just like school.
just thinking about the rest of the year makes me sick. sats, aps, testing,
finals, then summer. but this summer is going to suck balls, i need to
prepare for my sat1 again, because i screwed up oh so bad. yes. and to think
half my friends are already done with everything, and the rest of junior year
will be a breeeeze. easy breeeezy beautiful, covergirl! wooooo
Nobody uses blogger, but it's pretty rad.
the song jumper by third eye blind is stuck in my head, it's really
catchy, haha. I like it a lot.

here are some really good songs
that i've been listening to lately

chicago- sufjan stevens
jumper- third eye blind
sugar skulls- wolftron
kiss the haze- house of fools

I feel like writing a super fatty post right now.
It's late, and I just caught 11:11.
Flesh & Fears leaked. It's really good. Go take a listen.
It's amazing.
I want a pb+j sandwich.
I will sign off like kc.


muchlovemuchlovemuchlove,

fernando suave.

Well everyone I know has got a reason

To say put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies that you’ve been living in
And if you do not want to see me again I would understand
I would understand




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check out it
super rad

410bc.com

resolutions

happy 2008
it's a new year
it's a fresh beginning.
am i stoked or what?
but freals i dont think i have any resolutions for this year. blahblahblah not the typical oh get better grades, don't procrastinate blahblahblah stufff. i really don't know. what was my priority for 2007? i really don't know. i think it was all over the place. sometimes i'm on sometimes i'm off. its 12:28 and i'm still wide awake, even though i should go to sleep. next year, my dad might move to china for work. it'll be a lot different. am i excited for change? maybe. hah wow blogger is so hip. it saves your drafts automatically. oh that is so rad. i wonder who uses blogger/xanga stuff these days. myspace is lame. but if you think about it, our xanga's in middle school were supah lame. ok my posts are pretty lame right now, but frankly i don't give a damn. hah ok yeah for the year 2008, i want to just be me. im sick of fake ah fake..

It's so easy to get lost in constantly having to present
whatever face you believe a person wants to see rather than your own.

such a paradox isn't it? isn't it?
yeah i learned that last week. weelll, yes also listening to craig owen's letters from janelle. a side note, their new album has been a lot deeper. hah intensity in ten cities is my favorite so far. his voice gets a bit annooooying if i listen to it for a long time., haha. lexington is good too. ok anyways..
lately i haven't been using my 11:11/tunnel wishes for myself, but rather for someone else. who knew that someone could get so lost, so effected, so sucked into, a world of just wrongness. hah if that even is a word. so i guess it is true when they say to choose your friends wisely. yeah i'm not here to judge, but i'm saying, friends influence and that influence can turn into ah
ok i'm talking all this nonsense hah nonsense. my neck really hurts. i just pray that somehow she'll find her way back. hah this sounds soo lame. but i know it's gonna be a hard journey. if you want to put it in some analogy, shes off the freaking path shes out in the boonies! hah what jerome says,. waaaay out! in the boonies.. hahaha ok but yeah. break is coming to an end., i wish break was 10 years long. sweeet. i'm going to have a zac efron movie marathon on saturday. oh are you stoked? i want to go to science camp this year. and i want to redye my hair.
i'm getting tired. wow its 2008, ok it's the 4th day of 2008 but still, thats just one more year till 2009 then i'm off. hopefully i'll be off. but who knows, with my grades and everything. really, all this worrying is making me break out. not break it out like bryce avery's song. haha but freaking like pimples in formation of the big dipper handle. dude, it's rad. i miss a lot of people.
its now 12:45