half short answers to do. I'm listening to This Time is The Last
Time- Mae. I wish I had a cup of coffee right now, but coffee at
12:04 am probably isn't a good idea if I plan on sleeping in a few hours.
Listening to old Mae makes me nostalgic. I just talked with Carol
about this. It reminds me of the beginning of high school, when I
started listening to them. Reminds me of all the people
I depended on, and now are no longer here (figuratively).
The Everglow by Mae was probably my first ever
favourite cd I bought. Or was it Two Lefts Don't Make A Right
But Threee Do by Relient K. I bought that album when I was still in middle
school. Wow, hello second semester senior. Needless to say, senioritis
has already hit me, even with my AP Stats quiz tomorrow that I am
no where near ready for. And now I'm finding out that job hunting
brutal. Ok, not brutal, but pretty hopeless. I've applied to coffee shops
(just about all of them), ice cream shoppes, game stop
(hell yes, ok. I'm desperate), and all the other places I could think of.
I am in need of some money, and fast. Partly because I cannot control myself
from these cheapy wholesale aa stores, and also Johnny Cupcakes.
Speaking of Johnny Cupcakes, his last minute pizza party in SF was
excellent. It was amazing to see around 300 people in line reppin
their JC shirts waiting to meet him. Unreal. I just bought the
black gringham tshirt, and the oven mitt one. There goes all my money.
Along with the navy windbreaker and cranberry hoodie I got at aa.
I haven't blogged in a while, but reading other blogs somewhat inspire
me to share my thoughts. I haven't really shared with you my thoughts,
more of what I spent my money on, but that's ok. I can't believe this
Christmas went by so fast. I can't think of a time I've felt more consumed
by high school than now. If I reflect on the past years I've been at Lynbrook
High, I see myself growing stronger each year, but also falling harder.
I am 17. I don't know what to do with my life. I feel like everyday is a game
and I lose constantly. I think it's just late, and my mind is running all over
the place. I'm going to brush my teeth. Goodnight.
But first, here are some pictures
Johnny Cupcake SF Pizza Party
Downtown ice skating "under the palm trees"
Me and some crazy
goodbye, and goodnight.
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